Saturday, June 4, 2011
I Am So Confused...............
Ok so I am so to fill out this paper for working in children ministries at my church.One question has stump me.What is my Tesimony? I don't know the answer to this Question.I mean I remember Acepting Jesus into my heart When I was Seven.It was during the christmas program at my church during invitation.I went and talk with Miss Barbara and then we prayed.A couple months later we started going to another church because it was closer to home.I wanted to be baptized so I talked to Miss Cheryl about it I we decided Oct. 6th 1999 was the day.So Miss Cheryl Baptised me because I was closer to her then her husband.I was so happy and that was short lived.Because we decide to back to my old church the one that I am going to now.Be cause the church I was baptized in was moving and it was farther away then the church I am going to now.But when Certain people Found out a woman baptised me they told me my baptism wasn't real.It wasn't the right way.That it wasn't how God wanted it to be.So I felt like I wasn't a real christian.I quit going to church for a while.Then I went off and on for ten years then I decided to get baptised again and maybe it would make me fill better.I thought maybe it would make fill like a real Christian and it did for a little while.Then at Falls Creek I Knew I need something more.so I talked to a couple of sponsors and I decided to follow God with everything I have.Everything was good til the Arizona mission trip.I was talking with this girl She was deciding to Acept jesus into her heart and was asking Questions and I answered them but I wasn't sure that I truly believed what I said.I wasn't sure if even I was a christian.So here I am leading people to christ and I myself am not sure if I am a christian.So that night I talked with a sponsor and I decided to rededicate my life to jesus.I was happy I felt great.It has been almost two years since that night and here I am just as confused because I don't know what my testimony.I mean is this my tesimony? Am I a real Christian? I am so confused............
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