Happy Anniversay Mom and Dad!!!

So today is my parents 31st Anniversary.I have been there for some of there ups and downs.With God anything is possible even marriage.I hope I have a marriage half as good as my parents.

I just don't under stand

I just don't under stand why we are fighting.Why aren't we standing together in unity.Instead we are divided.It makes angry,sad, and upset I don't what to do but pray.All I want to do is cry.You say you are an adult, a christian you say you are a mature Christian but you don't act like it.I know it is not christian like to judge and yet we all do.You have your mind made before you know truth or even know what really is going on.You throw a tantrum .you make up lies and you call yourselfs christian.Why do you want to go out of your way to hurt people.This is hard for me.I want to leave you this.If judgment looms under every steeple if lofty glances from lofty people Can't see past her scarlet letter and we've never even met her.That is part of song I thought it fit this situation.

Til I type again.
Emilie

If You Really Knew Me.........

If you really knew me you would know that I used to be ashamed to a christian.
If you really knew me you would know that I am insecure.
If you really knew me you would know that I am selfconsious.
If you really knew me you would know that I don't trust people easily.
If you really knew me you would know that I want to be liked by everyone.
If you really knew me you would know that I am shy.
If you really knew me you would know that I have made mistakes.
If you really knew me you would know that I don't forgive easily.
If you really knew me you would know that I never forget.
If you really knew me you would know that I am angry.
If you really knew me you would know that I want to be happy.
If you really knew me you would know that I have secrets.
If you really knew me you would know that I need someone I can talk to.
If you really knew me you would know that I need someone I can trust.

So the question is do you know me?

UGH....

so It has been two weeks since my surgery.Hopefully on monday I can start to walk to on my foot without crutches.I am tired of the crutches.I will be glad when I am off the crutches and the bed rest so I can go to church I am hopefully going to church on easter I won't be able to go to church this sunday because I am still on bed rest.I miss my church family a lot.So the past month has been hard for me.I was in a car accident the week before my surgery I went the surgery still bruised from the car accident.the surgery went well.The only complication was I fell and landed on my foot thankfully there was no damage done.Having to go to the doctor every week for next few weeks is not as bad as I thought it was going to be.the only time I get to go out is to go the doctor except I went to the store but other than that I have not gotten to go anywhere but the doctor.So I can't wait for easter to get here so I can finally get to go to church to see my church family.It is hard not getting to go to church.So I know I have been complaining but it was good to get all that off my chest.

I don't know what to call this one.

Well It has been awhile since I have posted.So I decided I better post.I will have surgery on march 12th at noon. so I am nervous about that.So it might be awhile before I post again.I have spent the past few days organizing my room I am finally done it is so clean and organized.So lets see how it will stay that way.I think the hardest part about the surgery besides the pain and downtime is I won't be able to go to church for a week or two I will definitely will miss my church family I love them <3.So I am done for now.



Til I Type Again,
Emilie

Hello 2010

This year has been has been pretty good except for a little bump in the road.but even with the bump in the road I keep praying.that the rest of the year will be a great year.With having to have surgery in a couple of months it is hard to keep faith that the rest of the year is going to go smooth.I need the surgery to fix my foot so it won't hurt when I walk.It just sucks that I have to have more pain to get less pain but I keep praying and keep faith.Changing the subject now.I wish there is something I can do for Haiti but I guess all I can do is pray.Well I guess I am through talking now I thought I had more to say.


Til I Type Again,
Emilie